fifi's blog

this is wat i happened across on fifi's blog. hahaz. (hafiz, since u copied my entry, i felt it was only rite for me to do the same :P)

I came across this when I read kukie's blog..The thing is im shocked..Im Speechless..Not by the fact that she wrote this but some of the events which "so called" happened..
I have a best friend..Her name was kukie..started to know her after the jc1 orientation thingy..From there,our frenship blossomed..I treat her as my best friends..In fact shes the one and only best friends i ever have..I had none during my primary school days and even in secondary school..So,Im happy to have a fren like her..Other than Bob and apek,kukie would be the one I consult..And the same goes for Kukie..I remember we always chat on saturday..Never fail to chat wif her on every saturday..But things changed..I hardly saw her in MSN and the fact that her hp are confiscated make it worse..But I still treat her as my bestfren..
Kukie,
I acknowledge that our friendships is waning but it is not because of what was reported happened
but more to miscommunication..im serious..Not only you felt that I seem to see right through you but I feel the same way too..I also find it strange that you no longer said hi to me..We bump into each other quite a few times but we seem to ignore each other..I wanted to ask you before about all this but...Morever,remember the time when you came looking for rahim and he is not there?you ask hanna to ask me where is rahim and stuff..In side,I was thinking why ask hanna to do it for you when u could ask me,I mean we're best fren right..Anyway, (i dun understand! wen i said hi to him the other day... he looked so nervous... it was as if he wished dat he was anywhere but infront of me.) just wanted to say this is not true..
Jun,seriously,I did not receive the msg which u supposedly sent to me..Its not that i ignore u but i didnt receive ur msg..sumpah..If I received ur msg,i would surely reply you..Jun,I think all this is purely miscommunication and im sorry that it happened..As for ur birthday,you didnt tell me when is it..But I hope its not too late to say this, Happy Belated BIRTHDAY KUKIE..
Hey,Im really sorry that all this happened..I mean its a freak miscommunication thingy..I really need to talk to u on this..I dont wanna lose another friend..a best friend..I had lost one already in yj and adding u on that list makes me more sad..I really really need to talk to u to clear things up so plz plz respond to this..be it thru msn or sms..as long as we clear all this..
(ps:I do not know how to contact you..I hope this helps)

hanging out with faizeezee

i watched a movie on friday with zeezee. collateral, tom cruise. quite good. n it feels good goin out with my good fren agn... i think it's been a yr since we went out together... hahaz, so much can happen within a yr... very amazing. if i only knew a yr ago dat i'd be like this rite now... i wldnt believe it at all. strange, strange life we have.

i watched the village with my baby brudda the next day... it didnt turn out to be wat i expected... so, really, i gave it a thumbs up! real nice.

to man, sorry 4 the last posting. its just wat i feel. hahaz, u'r still my smelly brudda no matter wat.

the funny mth of august

my horoscope
You're sure you know who n wat will make u happy. Now, events raise qns. When faced with unsettling developments, your instinct is to keep things where they were. Instead, regard these as a chance to broaden your horizons, socially n interllectually. This attitude turns enforced changes into an adventure. From 10th Aug to early Sept, things wun necessarily be what they seem, so experiment! Try everything, judge nuthing and make no lasting decisions until the month is over.
i seriously have got no idea what this means, but hey.
it has been an interesting month so far. where shld i start???

on self-proclaimed holiday.
there was a looooong holiday, stretching all the way till tuesdae. on wed, i refused to go to skool! yup, was on self-proclaimed holiday. hahaz, for no gd reason too, but it felt GREAT! especially with the fact dat someone else did not go to school as well. yup, sumone from yj(no names disclosed, ofcourse) i did NOT influence him in anyway, so stop looking at me in dat accusing way. at 7.36, we were at the busstop, contemplating whether to go or skip. at 8, we were at bk @ cwp, hahaz. and the rest is history

on fifi, my bestest guy fren.
oooh, and sumthing more impt cropped up on Sat. yup, my then ex-bestfren FINALLY msged me! he saw my blog and the posting i dedicated solely to loathing him! hahaz, turns out that he did not get the msg at all... despite the fact that i sent it to him TWICE. anyway, at that pt of time, i was no longer THAT pissed off with him.

anyway, i suggested dat we just 4get dat silly incident, since he's so cute n everything. yesterday, however, my bestest guyfriend in the world(hahaz) gave me this huge... no... gargantuan... box of chocolates n a card wif a pix of two dogs! its like he knew i like chocolates n dogs! (oh, n im the dog on the left, since its cuter) AWWW... he shldnt have! anyway, wat impressed me the most is not the chocolates or the dogs... its the handwriting on the card! i mean, which guy writes that neatly n straight? 4 any guy to write like tat, he must really be sincere abt our frenship! i was so amazed!!! fifi has got to b the nicest n sweetest fren on earth! (i bet he wld b pissed on knowing dat he onli had to give me a simple piece of paper with that handwriting to show his sincerity)

my apology
so, i wld like to say sorry 4 accusing him of being such an arse. all those things i posted abt him succeeded in pacifying my anger on him, im that kind of person i guess, writing abt wat im feeling keeps me sane. but honestly, im really sori for writing all dat abt you n im really looking forward to laughing at you wen u finally enter ns! i m sure our friendship wld last even though you move to Zimbabwe n change ur name to Siti Hajar.

anyway, abt my abg man...
SIGH. i dunno wat he's trying to do wif his life. Man, i dunno much abt fika, but from the way u described her, she sure sounds like a great girl 4 u... i dunno wat happened between the two of you, n i dunno anything abt the new girl... but i cant help but thnk dat you made a mistake. however, its your life, so good luck.